COMING SOON! RYAN'S DREAMS [NEW/OLD], AUDIO, POLAROIDS, POLLS...

OUTERSPACE, RENEGADE-COP CHASE, COWBOY BEBOP, GWEN STEFANI, RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS

it feels i am cowboy bebop's faye valentine maybe more gwen stefani blonde but maybe i am just tagging along. maybe there is a third person. we are operating helicopter pursued by police yelling frantically into headphones communicating with accomplices already in outerspace. they are guiding us. compact and agile like faye's aircraft except it's black. the night is dark tar. we are escaping from an arena red hot chili peppers just played there they've escaped to outerspace already. from above it is concrete and wires and maybe white tarp floating in ocean of grass. maybe i conversed with stage manager or band manager or band members backstage. fluourescent lights doors temporary tables. but we are fleeing floating vertically straight up up earth's atmosphere maybe sometimes in diagonal zig zags i remember excitment and anticipation. we reach the exosphere. but our aircraft hits something solid like plexi glass the exosphere's got like a clear lid we are forever trapped here. i can see outerspace right here we were so close the cops are nearing in. we are fucked i suppose.johanna

SPAIN, RAIN, ART, EROTIC, REBECCA ROMIJN.

night in spain by the river bank by the freeway. maybe bilbao. the way a city looks late at night there's a light drizzle. [what is his name? he dated carter we went to college together studied abroad in spain for a semester we even went to the dominican republic together for spring break, always ordered wine, says 'vale' a lot] Boy takes me around on foot, on the uva bus we are with ashira [girl from midnight ridazz]. i am driving bus i lied but i don't know how to operate. we go to a dark warehouse. art exhibition by american students studying abroad. a walk-around. A. [first-year college roommate who is currently teaching in germany] is there. her art is there. i listen to her presentation. the art is all very bad but there is wine. and there is rebecca romijn with soft waves cut short she is upset about a breakup we begin kissing with quiet urgency in brightly lit parking structure because i want to help. on a sports car it is a white one. we spiral down the parking structure to have sex somewhere else but we are stuck in traffic. there is still rain and it is still dark and she is still upset. johanna.

TEST 3

what do you think, world?
i think we're getting closer to true.johanna

TEST 2

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TEST 1

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